The man placed the box of "grandpa's" ashes in the niche. Slowly, deliberately, methodically.
We all took a deep breath. The stone mason approached.
He walked slowly, carrying several buckets of tools and materials. He knelt down and reached for the engraved plaque. He held it in his hands, closes his eyes, and bows his head. Silence covered the space.
We all took a deep breath.
Breaking the silence was the spatula, scraping the mortar on the edges of the engraved plaque. Scrrrrk scrrrk scrrrk scrrrk. He stood and swiped mortar on the edges of the niche, echoing in the boxy space. Scrrrok. Scrrrok Scrrrok Scrrrok.
We all took a deep breath.
He placed the plaque on the niche, using the level to ensure it was square. He braced the corners with small plastic nibs and sealed the covering plaque in its place. He gently wiped clean the plaque, the neighboring niches, the drips on the ground.
He paused, placed his hand on the name and said a prayer.
What a juxtaposition: the mortar of earth and ash contrasted with the breath of eternal life. Surely this is sacred ground!
I believe in showing up, with God, and that each moment is sacred. Journey with me?
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Sermon: Latimer and Ridley, Oxford Martyrs
Sermon for October
16, 2012
Feast Day of Hugh
Latimer and Nicholas Ridley, Bishops and Martyrs, 1555
St. Philips In The
Hills Parish, Tucson, AZ
The Rev. Vicki Hesse,
October 16, 2012
May the words of my
mouth and the meditation of all hearts be acceptable to you, o Lord, our
strength and our redeemer. Amen
I have
to admit. History is not one of my best
subjects.
the one
subject of the General Ordination Exams
for
which I received (ahem)
remedial
help to complete the canonical requirements.
So when
I saw that today’s feast day included
not one
but two figures in the history of the reformation,
I
cringed. I reached for the
200-pg “Brief
history of the Episcopal Church” book
as well
as the nearly 1200-pg “Christianity, the first 3000 years” for perspective of
these important ancestors
in our
Anglican Tradition. I wanted to find
out:
· What is really important about
these two figures?
· How is their life reflected in
the Gospel text?
· What is relevant to us, today?
Both
Hugh Latimer and Nicholas Ridley
refused
to recant their protestant theology
before
Queen Mary and were persecuted for it.
While
their executions contributed
to Queen
Mary’s moniker as “Bloody Mary,”
their
lives, their faith, and their zeal
inspired
the continual reformation
and
renewal of the Anglican church.
Hugh
Latimer (once
Bishop of Worcester)
was
zealous in his anti-ecclesiastical position
(in
other words, he sought reformed roles and
expectations
of clergy and how the church
was
organized in obedience to God, not the pope)
even
while he held an orthodox theology.
He did
not argue doctrine, but rather the
“moral
life of Christian clergy and people.”[1]
Nicholas
Ridley
(once
Bishop of London and teacher of Lady Jane Grey)
was
inspired by the reformation happening on the continent
(a la
Luther, Zwingli and Calvin).
Both
participated in the development of the
Book of
Common Prayer and opposed Queen Mary.
In 1555,
during their execution in Oxford,
Latimer
cried out to Ridley:
“Be of
good comfort, Master Ridley, …
We shall
this day light such a candle
by God’s
grace in England
as I trust shall never be put out.” [2]
With
these prophetic words, we now know
that
the
English reformation spread.
The
candle they lit did find a way for reforming peace.
These
two former bishops, persecuted and
burned
at the stake for pursuing a reformed church,
held
fast to their faith and witness to
God’s
living presence in the world.
Today’s
gospel text addresses persecution,
just at
the end of Jesus’
farewell
discourse in the Gospel of John.
For most
of that farewell discourse,
Jesus
taught that the relationships
in the
community are to be governed by love.
In
today’s text, Jesus tackled
the
believing community’s relationship
to those
outside the community.
He
prepared the disciples for their relationship
to the
world and how that relationship would be
governed
by hate, persecution and death.
Jesus
said, “If they persecuted me, they will persecute you.”
This is
not exactly the happy marketing message
we might
expect to find
from
someone trying to gather followers.
In this
text, the disciples learned that
the call
to “love as Jesus loves”
would
most crucially be tested
when the
community meets the world’s hatred.
Jesus contrasted
their faith community and
the
“world” more sharply here
than
elsewhere in this gospel.
Listen
to the “us vs. them” rhetoric,
unusual
for one who professes Love.
"If they
persecuted me, they will persecute you;
if they
kept my word, they will keep yours also.
But they will do all these things
to you
on
account of my name,
because
they do not know him who sent me.
If I had not come and spoken to
them,
they
would not have sin;
but now
they have no excuse for their sin.
Whoever hates me hates my Father
also.”
The way
that Jesus contrasted the believing community to the world shows how that
believing community
saw
themselves as strong internally and unflinchingly
“over
and against the ways of the world.”[3]
For this
community, belonging to Jesus
precluded
any membership in the world.
This
community saw itself in opposition to the world.
We must
listen to Jesus’ words with care.
This
world-denying rhetoric can morph into
life-denying
language easily.
In fact,
this rhetoric might demonize the adversary,
which
makes Love Thy Neighbor a shame.
Following
the examples of Latimer and Ridley,
we follow
the more subtle call of Jesus -
to
reject “business as usual” – not to withdraw from the world but to be fully
present in the world and bring love into it.
In other
words, while we might be persecuted for our beliefs,
Jesus
calls us, to be radically obedient to his words,
“Just as
I have loved you, you also should love one another.
By this
everyone will know that you are my disciples,
if you
have love for one another.”
Love, the
love we have for one another –
canNOT
be separated from its source in God and in Jesus.
Then
Jesus told his disciples:
“When
the Advocate comes,
whom I
will send to you from the Father,
the
spirit of truth that comes from the Father,
he will
testify on my behalf.”
When
Jesus told his disciples about this Advocate,
the
community knew that
Love was
this spirit of truth.
Love,
whose source is God and Jesus,
Love
would prevail through the Advocate,
despite
persecution.
And we
know that community love,
sourced
from God and made real through the Holy Spirit,
that strengthened
the disciples
also
strengthens us for what persecutions lie ahead.
Bottom
line?
The love
of God made known in the incarnation
continues
into the life of a believing community (such as this)
through
the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Jesus
and God send the Holy Spirit to
the
community, not to individuals.
The Holy
Spirit, the Paraclete, is not a private possession.
It is a
gift given to and known in community.
It is
the presence of Jesus after Jesus’ departure,
not
simply a subjective experience of God.
It is
the Paraclete that is the unifying
mark
of
Christian community,
because
it gives all believers access to Jesus.
And, it
is through this community, St. Philips,
that we
are strengthened in our discipleship
and
ability to do God’s work in the world.
This
Tuesday Healing service in our worship
and
prayer together,
fueled
by the Holy Spirit,
brings
healing love to the wounds
that I have
and that you have.
The Holy
Spirit is at work in our community,
because
we are grounded in the Love of Jesus.
Thank
you all for your presence here.
Thank
you, as well, for your continued support of the church
and all
these ministries, grounded in love.
I don’t
know about you, but I have found strength and healing
in the prayerful
cards sent by the Condolence Writers,
in the
prayers offered through the Daughters of the King,
in the
communion shared by the LEMs,
in the
prayers of knitted into the shawls,
in the
abundant love of the church mice receptions,
and in
the silence of the centering prayer group,
just to
name a few.
Through
these ministries, through our community of love,
we are all
strengthened by the Holy Spirit to heal.
Because
of your support of these ministries,
I have
grown in faith here at St. Philips.
In this
stewardship season,
I invite
you to join me tithing to the church.
Consider
how your financial support of St. Philips
meets
the healing needs of so many.
Perhaps
you will consider an extra prayer
for the
person sitting next to you who is involved in
at least
one or more of these very important ministries.
It is
through this community of Love, here at St. Philips,
that we
are strengthened through the Holy Spirit to be disciples in the world, to do
God’s work through God’s love.
Especially
this Tuesday Healing service, and our time together,
fueled
by the Holy Spirit, brings healing love to the wounds that I bring and that you
bring.
That is
good news, that as partners with God
in
healing the world, through the Holy Spirit,
you are
strengthened for work in the world.
May we
all become witnesses,
like
Latimer and Ridley, to God’s abundant love
that
knows no bounds.
Amen.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Sermon: Friends and Family Plan
Sermon for Pentecost 18/Proper 21,
Year B
St. Philips In The Hills Parish, Tucson, AZ
Vicki Hesse, September 30, 2012
Texts: James 5:13-20 and Mark 9:38-50
I
speak to you in the name of one God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. + Amen
As you
may know, My family and I just moved to Tucson
from Virginia, via North
Carolina.
Phew!
Moving
is a complicated and trying experience.
We are
now in the process of evaluating
what to
do about our cell phone service.
We have looked
at the main providers –
AT&T,
Sprint, TMobile, US
Cellular, Credo Mobile…
There is
one that intrigues us – from Verizon,
called the
“Friends and Family” plan.
This
plan allows the customer to identify
five to
ten numbers to dial for free –
well –
included in your monthly rate –
and
these numbers do not count against your plan minutes.
~~~~
Today’s
Gospel message explores this notion
of a
“friends and family” circle –
any
perimeter around whom you will talk within your plan.
Here’s
the thing - God has already expanded
our
circle of friends and family.
God has
already widened who is “in” our community.
God’s
love spills out over any pre-defined circle.
Albert
Einstein once said,
“We are
part of the whole which we call the universe,
but it
is an optical delusion of our mind
that we
think we are separate.
This
separateness is like a prison for us.
Our job
is to widen the circle of compassion
so we
feel connected to all people and all situations.”
Widening
the circle of compassion is today’s topic.
~~~~
Today’s
Gospel is a continuation from last week’s story.
The
disciples were gathered with Jesus
in a house in Capernaum,
a
fishing village on the shore
of Galilee.
The
disciples and Jesus had just arrived,
hot and
tired, dusty and hungry.
This
house was where (as mentioned last week)
they had
been silent about
their
“who is the greatest” argument.
To this
argument, Jesus had reminded them,
“whoever
wants to be first must be last of all and
servant
of all.”
This is
where today’s story begins.
So here
they were, in their familiar hometown.
They were
surrounded by familiar walls,
familiar
scents, and
familiar
shadows cast from a setting sun.
They
were likely sharing a familiar meal
when
this discussion occurred.
One of
the disciples, John, fessed up. He
told
Jesus what else had happened
on their
walk from Galilee.
“Teacher,”
he explained, “We saw someone
casting
out demons in your name and
we tried
to stop him because he was not following us.”
As John
told this story,
the other
disciples probably nodded with knowing affirmation.
John
ratted out that someone
who was
not from their group
was
healing in Jesus’ name. The nerve!
That someone
was not in their circle of friends and
family.
John described
their efforts to protect Jesus,
“…we
tried to stop him…” –
to
preserve access to Jesus’ healing powers
so that
it can be used for those who are “in” the circle.
That
person was healing someone –
but not
in the same way that the disciples were taught,
not
doing it with permission from Jesus and
not
doing it in the right place, the church or synagogue.
They
might have just been on the side of the road.
We can
imagine all the eyes shifted from John
to see
what Jesus would say about *that*.
~~~~
Does
John’s perspective ring any bells for you?
Does it
feel familiar, this effort to stop some
from
healing in a way that we don’t agree?
These
days – with this strange, wobbly economy,
we know
there is a shortage of jobs.
We also hear
that there are people
coming
here “taking” those limited jobs.
We want
to close up our circle and
prevent
them from crossing into our
zone.
Those
people are not in our group,
we hear.
Those
people are not doing it with permission.
This
sense of who is in or who is out happens
in our
daily lives quite a bit.
I
recall working on a chaplain team in a hospital.
A funny
thing would happen.
we would
be called to visit someone in spiritual crisis and
one of
the nurses would come in, hold their hand,
and
begin praying with them.
Hey,
wait a minute, we might think,
we are
the chaplain, not you!
We found
ourselves trying to prevent access to healing powers.
On a
more mundane level,
have you
seen that bumper sticker that says,
“Friends
don’t let friends xxx,” fill in the blank.
Friends
don’t let friends drink coffee from *that* coffee shop
or eat
at *that* fast food restaurant or
shop at *that*
giganto-mart or …
Whatever
it is – what do we do with people
who are
our friends but violating our community values?
What
about those who are not in our group but taking
advantage
of our community values?
Those
people are not in our group!
Who is
“in”? who is “out”?
How
would Jesus have us include or exclude?
~~~~
When
Jesus heard John’s explanation to protect
his
circle of friends and family,
Jesus turned
and said to them,
“Do not
stop him.
For no
one who does a deed of power
in my
name will be able
soon
afterward to speak evil of me.
Whoever
is not against us is for us.”
Oh. The disciples paused.
Here
they tried to do a good thing
and
Jesus turned things upside down again!
Jesus
expanded the circle of God’s love.
With
arms sweeping wide,
he
gestured the size this circle.
“Whoever
is not against us is for us.”
Jesus continued
to reframe
who had
access to his, Jesus’, power,
and who
was to be welcomed into the disciples’
friends
and family plan.
Pointing
to each of them, he replied,
“Whoever
gives YOU a drink of water
because
you bear the name of Christ
will by
no means lose the reward.”
In case
they missed, it,
Jesus
continued in hyperbolic language
using
proverbial sayings familiar to them.
Jesus
ensured the disciples that God’s circle is quite wide.
Jesus re-drew
the boundaries
so that
those who were “with” him
included
as many people as possible.
Jesus
has re-drawn the boundaries
of our friends and family plan.
Jesus
continues to offer God’s love
to as
many as possible – who are we to limit it?
Our
circle is wider than we can imagine.
God is
working in our lives on behalf of others
and in
others’ lives on our behalf.
It is a
testament to God’s creative power
and
humanity’s attentive ear,
that
people leave their familiar hometown,
their familiar
culture and their loved ones,
to seek
a better life in a place of apparent abundance.
despite
our desire to control
access
to God’s healing powers,
nurses
and families and even doctors would pray
for and
with those who were suffering. And it
helped.
So what
does this grace mean for us today,
in this
gathering of God’s people at St. Philips?
How do
we live into this awareness of God’s expansive circle?
As
Einstein said, “it is an optical delusion of our mind
that we
think we are separate….
Our job
is to widen the circle of compassion
so we
feel connected to all people and all situations.”
Well, we
have very specific guidance from the letter of James, to at least pray for
others.
As you
remember, when you came into church tonight
we asked
you to write your first name on a card.
We have
placed these in a basket.
When
that basket comes by,
I invite
you to take one name card out.
Take
that name and pray for that person
who may
or may not be someone
in your
friends and family plan.
It’s
okay,
they are
in God’s expansive circle and
God
knows who they are.
Because,
as you expand your circle of love,
You join
in God’s expansive circle of love -
the one in which we live and move and have our being.
Today’s
good news is that
God
expands the circle and widens the walls.
We can
love each other because already, God loved us.
Welcome
to your new friends and family plan –
with
ever-widening circles!
Amen.
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