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Sunday, September 25, 2016

Sermon: Chasm.



A Sermon preached in 
Christ Church Grosse Pointe, MI
by The Reverend Vicki Hesse, Associate

The 19th Sunday after Pentecost (Proper 21, Year C)
25 September 2016

May the words of my mouth and the meditations
 of all our hearts be always acceptable 
to you O Lord, our strength and our redeemer.

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Since his 1954 debut on the cover of Mad magazine[1], Alfred E. Neuman’s face has adorned the cover of all but a handful of the Mad’s 500 issues.  Alfred E. Neuman’s face is distinct: the jug ears, the missing front tooth and one eye a bit lower than the other eye. Neuman’s face that doesn’t have a care in the world, except mischief, and the publisher routinely combines Neuman with another character, such as Darth Vader or George Washington, or even Agent Smith from The Matrix.  After the first few years of publication, Mad magazine added Neuman’s now-familiar signature phrase, “What, me worry?” written below his face.

Intellectually uncurious “What, me worry?” captures the 8th century BCE life-of-faith run amuck that Amos critiques in today’s reading.  This apathy pervades the lifestyle that Amos condemns, which accompanies the decadent feast of revelry by privileged and powerful people, enjoying indulgences they can afford without a care in the world. What, me worry? Is at the crux of Amos’s rant. 

The people, “at ease in Zion,” claim to belong to the Lord and feel secure. They don’t care about the ruin of an entire population – the people of Israel…For context, think the clichéd image of Nero who fiddled while Rome burned, or Marie Antoinette who said “Let them eat cake” while the rebelling people starved. These people “at ease in Zion,” instead of using their power and privilege for the welfare of God’s people used their privilege for their own good.  What, me worry?

pause
I don’t really like Amos. He’s speaking to me. To us. He makes me wonder about my / our privilege: In what ways do my choices numb me from worry? How do I, too, participate in systems that ignore the oppression of people? 

When I turn on the lights, do I care about the connection of that electric usage to mountain top removal[2] happening in West Virginia? 

When I buy cheap mangoes from S America, do I understand the connection between my exotic tastes to the destruction of small farms at the heart of community life, whose downfall now forces those farmers to find work on farms in North America?

When I speak up in a meeting, do I notice the connection that some people will (sometimes) listen to a priest and silence their own important perspectives from a conversation – do I notice my power and privilege?

These choices that I make – that we make – around how we use our wealth and privilege have connections, have effects. Amos calls me – us – out with his prophetic voice to choose life.

This choice the core of the now familiar “This is Water” talk by David Foster Wallace, to which both Rev. Areeta and Fr. Drew referred in in previous sermons.  This is the core of awareness that is so real and essential but hidden in plain sight, like water in which fish swim: my wealth & privilege can numb me from worry. I don’t like Amos because it means I need to stay awake and aware.  Do you see what I mean?

The gospel offers warning about the cruel world of inequality.[3]  Jesus’ talk portrays a rich man who might have wondered, “What, me worry?” during his life on earth. 

His wealth & privilege prevented him from even seeing Lazarus or relating to Lazarus as a fellow child of God.  (Just for clarification, this was not the same Lazarus heard in other stories with Jesus.  Lazarus was a common name derived from the Hebrew, Eleazar, “God is my help.”)

In death, the rich man spoke to Lazarus without concern and assumed Lazarus would do his bidding even in the hereafter. The rich man was lost. His riches had stunted his compassion and created a chasm in his heart from the needs of others.  And so it may be for us – when we become complacent, without concern of how systems in which we participate affect others and especially those who are oppressed or marginalized already.  Luke and Amos call us, today, to stay alert – to choose to care – so that wealth and privilege does not insulate those around us.

Both these prophets’ message warn of a chasm forming around our heart.

To help remind us to take seriously Jesus’ point, we already have a handy device that most of us carry around in our wallet.  Could you please take out a bill from your wallet – any bill will do.  Or a coin, if you have no bills.  If you look closely on each bill or coin, there inscribed you can read four simple words of that reminder, “In God We Trust.”  Look at those words, imprinted in our currency during the civil war, inspired by the Star Spangled Banner during the war of 1812. 

If we do actually trust God, then we will take seriously God’s command to have compassion on those around us, to be vulnerable to each other, to see the face of Christ in our neighbor’s need. This week, I invite you to spend the bill you hold in your hand. Spend it with awareness, with choice, with concern, with compassion.

How does it reflect your trust in God?  Maybe this tangible sign can be less a “transaction” in your head and more a “transformation” of your heart.[4] Later this week, post on the Christ Church face book page or write me an email or note about how this spending opened you up to the needs of others.  How was your heart transformed by God as you entered into that need?

What is at stake today is the connection of our whole lives – our own wellbeing to that of others.  Jesus is calling us today: take care that our wealth, our privilege, our power, does not numb us to the need of our neighbors. 

We cannot say we have no need of you. 
We are not sufficient unto ourselves. 

Here’s a warning: As we become more responsive to the hurts, hopes and needs of others, we will become more aware of our own humanity- our own longings, vulnerabilities and insufficiencies.  At that point, we may also recognize God’s offer of manifest grace in Jesus Christ, the one who took on our human longings, human vulnerabilities, human insufficiencies in order to show us God’s profound love.

We, too, have Moses’ law and the prophets to teach us to care for our neighbor’s needs. And, we are confronted and become known by Jesus Christ each week at this table.  In that meal, when we see and know the One who died and rose for us, may we be shook awake from our numbness. 

And once awake, may we know how again and again God chooses to draw us back into relationship. God chooses for us life everlasting.

Amen

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[1] Cited in Wikipedia, at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alfred_E._Neuman  on Sep. 22, 2016

[2] See tool at this website: http://ilovemountains.org/maps

[3] Ched Meyers, “The Rich Man and Lazarus: Warning Tale and Interpretive Key to Luke”


[4] Inspired by a personal conversation with Rev. Areeta Bridgemohan on September 23, 2016

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Sermon: Now, Now, Now



 
Sermon for Advent 1, Year A
St. Philip’s In The Hills Parish, Tucson, AZ
The Rev. Vicki K. Hesse, 7:45 December 1, 2013
Lectionary readings for the day, click here.
Sermon for Matthew 24:36-44
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of all our hearts, be acceptable to you, O Lord, our strength and our redeemer. Amen

Introduction
Some of you may know that
I was not raised Episcopalian. 
No, my early spiritual formation was in the
Church of the Outdoor Sports. 
So I like to say, in the way that one author put it,
“I tasted Jesus before I knew about him”[1] 

At a day and hour that only God knew,
I found myself in the small, hot chapel
of my dear friends’ wedding. 
In that crowded room,
I witnessed my friends’ love for each other,
the blessing they received from their church,
the warmth of their friends. 

There, only God knew the greatness of that gift of
first, freely given communion bread and wine. 
It was an afternoon in Utrecht, Holland,
near where I was working on a computer project.
The service was held in Dutch.
I had, really, no idea what had just happened. 
I tasted Jesus before I read about him
and without understanding a word.  But God knew.

A few years later, back in the USA, a friend invited me
to the weekday Eucharist at his church. 
It was the three of us – the priest, my friend and I. 
As the priest served me communion and
my friend served the chalice,
spontaneous tears rolled down my face as I simply felt,
well, at home. 
Only God knew the day and the hour of that transformation,
readying me to the surprising way that Jesus shows up. 

In Sara Miles’ book “Jesus Freak,”
she describes the Gospel accounts of Jesus as,
“the opposite of that old game of telephone,
where a phrase is passed down the line,
losing its sense as each person attempts
to repeat the words exactly. 
Instead, the tales about Jesus only
gain significance in repetition,
gain depth and breadth as they
resound through different readers,
…and different voices,
down the years…”[2] 
The Gospel readings are God’s way
of getting us ready, keeping us awake. 

And getting ready for God’s love is what Advent is about –
it’s about waiting and staying awake and realizing
that the Word is very very close –  whether we know it or not
and coming among us, nearer. Nearer. Now.

In today’s Gospel reading,
the disciples listening to Jesus
“concluding judgment discourse”
did not know that it was time to wake up –
time to “get ready.” 
They were not “getting” the sense of urgency
that Jesus himself had. 
Jesus tells the disciples, get off your duff! Stay awake!

“About that day and hour no one knows,
neither the angels of heaven, nor the Son
but only the Father…
Keep awake, therefore, for you do not know
on what day your Lord is coming…
Therefore you must be ready,
for the Son of Man is coming at an unexpected hour.”

Jesus reminds the disciples how no one knows when
God’s promises will be fully realized
Nor does anyone know exactly when Love will break in –

And Jesus reminds the disciples,  “the end” –
the “eschatological end” of time –
the fulfillment of all God’s promises –
could come at any time. 

Because it can come at any time,
Jesus reminds the disciples to engage actively
in their assigned mission, which for them, meant
building up followers, healing the sick,
feeding the hungry, clothing the naked,
visiting prisoners, and
bringing about God’s reign of justice and peace. 

Do all your mission work,
Jesus says,
with a sense of urgency.

It is through this mission work, Jesus tells them,
that the disciples can strengthen their faith. 
They are to get ready and to stay awake for the many ways
to be faithful to the mission of the God’s community,
the Church;
not to escape from it. 

There is no “rapture” happening here
(one taken and the other left
whether in the field or grinding meal). 
The point of all this urgency,  Jesus reminds his disciples,
is to know the mystical reality of
God’s reign
that is hidden to everyone
except to those who are awake and ready. [3] 

“So get off your duff and keep noticing
how the living God is working in your midst”,
Jesus tells the disciples; stay alert.


I wonder if we, too, need a reminder once in a while
about God’s steadfast promise of faithful love.
I wonder if we sometimes need Jesus to remind us
to do our mission work with a sense of urgency. 

In our recent Parish retreat,
we had a few exercises to respect our inner journey;
To listen to God’s call for us to do God’s work in the world.
We concluded with a final workshop connecting
our inner call with our outward mission. 

Advent is a time to reflect on that sense of urgency:

how we might be reminded to get ready and to stay awake
for mission work:
loving God’s people through prayer and care,
visiting folks in hospital,
bringing communion to shut-ins,
making sandwiches for Casa Maria,
writing our legislators about fair laws
to reduce homelessness and hunger,
to bring about justice and peace in this land.

Advent is also a time to be gentle on ourselves, for once.

Say no to extra tasks and be good stewards of our own spiritual health.

Do all your mission work, Jesus tells us,
with a sense of urgency. 
It is through this mission work that we, too,
can strengthen our faith. 

God is active all around us and nudging us
to engage our faith –
but perhaps we sometimes miss the clues
as we get busy in this pre-Christmas season.


We are sometimes simply unaware
of God’s action in our life.

And in this season of Advent,
we are nudged by God to get ready. To be awake. To Notice.

Yet here is the thing.  Jesus reminds us,
as he reminded the disciples:
God knows the time and brings about abundant life. 
God’s love and presence is steadfast and faithful.

Jesus says to the disciples, wake up! 
God is ready for you!
God knows the hour and
God is preparing you, dear disciples,
with ready hearts and steady hands
to do God’s mission in the world. 

In the letter to the Romans, Paul reminded the readers
to “put on” the mind of the Lord Jesus Christ
Because that is how to be awake and aware,
and walk in the light of the Lord.

*pause*

Author and monk Thomas Merton once said,
“The Advent mystery is the beginning
of the end of all in us that is not yet Christ.”[4]
“The Advent mystery is the beginning
of the end of all in us that is not yet Christ.” 

Today’s good news is that God is readying us. 
God is always ready,
always “on” and always loving. 

Perhaps, knowing that God is always ready,
we can engage fully in our mission work.
Perhaps, knowing that God is awake to our gifts,
we can join our community’s work
bringing about justice and peace.
Perhaps, knowing that God is ready,
we can trust our gifts to respond to another’s need. 

One of my favorite hymns (#333)
captures Jesus sense of urgency quite nicely.

Now the silence, now the peace,
Now the empty hands uplifted;
Now the kneeling, now the plea,
Now the Father’s arms in welcome;
Now the hearing, now the power,
Now the vessel brimmed for pouring;
Now the body, now the blood,
Now the joyful celebration;
Now the wedding, now the songs,
Now the heart forgiven, leaping;
Now the Spirit’s visitation,
Now the Son’s epiphany;
Now the Father’s blessing,
Now, now, now.





My sisters and brothers in Christ,
Advent season is the in-between time. 

Get ready.  Stay awake. 

God’s love is *right there*! 

Now.

Amen




[1] Sara Miles, in her book Jesus Freak (p.1) describes her introduction to church this way and it helped me put words to my experience as well.
[2] Ibid., p.2
[3] New Interpreter’s Bible Commentary, Volume VIII (Abingdon Press, Nashville, 1995) p. 446-447
[4] Thomas Merton, Seasons of Celebration: Meditations on the Cycle of Liturgical Feasts, (Ave Maria Press, 2009), forward by William Shannon

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Read the sign

The parking lot attendant took our time-stamped ticket.

He examined how many minutes we had been inside the market, saw that it was under 30 minutes, and raised the gate.  As he did so, he mumbled under his breath, and shook his head. "People are so stupid. Why doesn't she just read the sign!  It says right there," and then yelled at the poor woman who was approaching him, saying "What?"

"I said, the hours are posted right there!! Read the sign!" Apparently the woman wanted to know how long the parking lot was open.  The hours were posted on a sign just at the entry way to the underground garage.

His anger fueled in me both an angry response ("don't be so mad at her, she probably just couldn't see the sign and Lord knows, I would have done exactly the same thing") and an empathetic response ("poor guy probably gets that question about a dozen times a day; he must be so tired of people asking).  Sometimes when I am at the end of my patience rope, I snap at people for their actions which are innocently performed.  My spiritual practice, however, is to try to remember (with God's help) that I, too, have been in their shoes and usually without much prompting can understand their silly actions.  I've begun to say to myself, "People are so funny!" instead of critiquing.

Which got me thinking.  I wonder how often God puts out a sign for me. 

DO THIS!! BE THAT!! reads the sign.  But I don't see it.  I'm distracted by the car behind me, honking it's horn.  Or by the cute little girl in her glittery outfit with silly wings on it.  Or by ... well, any number of bazillion things.  I don't see the sign. 

Thankfully, because God is God, God never yells at me for being stupid.  I imagine God just takes a big deep breath and says, well, I'll show her that sign in another place. 

thanks, God!

Enjoy this poem about God's acceptance of my silliness.  

God Says Yes to Me

I asked God if it was okay to be melodramatic
and she said yes
I asked her if it was okay to be short
and she said it sure is
I asked her if I could wear nail polish
or not wear nail polish
and she said honey
she calls me that sometimes
she said you can do just exactly
what you want to
Thanks God I said
And is it even okay if I don't paragraph
my letters
Sweetcakes God said
who knows where she picked that up
what I'm telling you is
Yes Yes Yes

Monday, October 3, 2011

Notice

I figured out that it's kinda scary to notice right away.

It sometimes takes smooth talk, or smoothing talk.  Get to know someone a bit first.  How's the weather, that kind of thing.  Then notice something about them.  What's that they are reading?  Where are they going on this bus trip, home from work or going to work?

Sooner or later though, it's pretty clear.  Well, to me, but in that case it doesn't matter much.  The fun begins in trying to see if the other person can notice.

Notice what?

How God is Active and Alive in our lives.

Try it!  It's fun... just go talk to someone outside your normal bubble of life, and find out what their passion is.  What's on their heart?  What makes them sing? Cry?  Lament? Create? Get out of bed in the morning? Hope for the future?

How is God active and alive in your moment, right now?


Matthew 8.5-15

5When he entered Capernaum, a centurion came to him, appealing to him 6and saying, “Lord, my servant is lying at home paralyzed, in terrible distress.” 7And he said to him, “I will come and cure him.” 8The centurion answered, “Lord, I am not worthy to have you come under my roof; but only speak the word, and my servant will be healed. 9For I also am a man under authority, with soldiers under me; and I say to one, ‘Go,’ and he goes, and to another, ‘Come,’ and he comes, and to my slave, ‘Do this,’ and the slave does it.” 10When Jesus heard him, he was amazed and said to those who followed him, “Truly I tell you, in no one in Israel have I found such faith.