Showing posts with label cost. Show all posts
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Tuesday, September 10, 2019

Sermon: Prize

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Pentecost 16, Year C
The Rev. Vicki K. Hesse,
Director of the Whitaker Institute,
Episcopal Diocese of Michigan
Sermon for September 8, 2019
Preached at St. Michael’s Episcopal Church
Grosse Pointe Woods, MI

Text here
May the words of my mouth
and the meditation of all our hearts
be acceptable to you,
O Lord, our strength and our redeemer. Amen

Good morning, St. Michaels!
What joy to be with you again.
My name is The Rev. Vicki Hesse
and I serve as the Director of the Whitaker Institute,
the educational arm of the Diocese. 
It is my honor to be with you today,
thank you for the invitation!
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This Gospel text today
does not seem like the kind of thing
that would pass for
an effective marketing message in today’s world. 

Come to the church!  Woohoo!
Hate your father and mother! 
Pick up your cross! 
This is the kind of thing
that could be trending on the TV show The List:
Ten Reasons Not To Be A Disciple of Jesus:
10. You have to hate your family.
9. You have to love your neighbor. 
[As the t-shirt says, “thy homeless neighbor, thy muslim neighbor, thy black neighbor, thy gay neighbor, thy immigrant neighbor, thy Jewish neighbor, thy Christian neighbor, thy atheist neighbor, thy addicted neighbor….”]
The smelly neighbor, the annoying neighbor,
…you get it.
8. You have to pray unceasingly, give thanks in all things, and with fear and trembling (Thanks, St. Paul).
7. You have to be last to be first
6. You have to be the servant of all the others.
5. You have to listen to understand rather than being understood.
4. You have to want to share your feelings, and that means talking to people you don’t know.
3. You have to give up all your possessions.
2. You have to carry a cross.
1. The number one reason not to be a disciple?
You have to sacrifice your life
and everything you love.
Who wants to sign up?  Because this is hard work!
Nope, this is not a marketing message
that would be the least bit attractive in our society.
Which is kind of the point, here. 
Jesus wanted to be clear
with the “large crowds” that were following him. 
He said:
Sit down, estimate the cost.
See if you have what it takes, he said,
to complete what you started. 
Sit down, consider this:
are able to oppose what stands between
you and abundant life? 
Are you ready to give up all your “possessions”?

My guess is that after Jesus described
what it would really take to be a disciple,
that large crowd traveling with him
might have dwindled, a bit. 
Jesus sharpened the paradox
between loving the world and loving God
almost to the point of contradiction.[1] 
Like usual, he provoked the crowd.
That they take stock. 
That they realize the depth of their feelings for this world.
That they let go of their
white-knuckle grip on the world as they knew it.
That they confront and expose to question
what they have always held dear:
family, friends, respect, winning. 

That they face the many little deaths as life dealt them.
And so he asked them, in not so many words,
do you know what you are getting into?”

I mean, do we know what we are getting into?

Think about your baptism. 
Did you know what you were getting into? 
Did you have some inkling
about what it meant to be a disciple of Jesus? 

So, a story:
I was baptized as an adult. 
My friend Lynn was getting baptized
for his 50th birthday.
Witnessing his baptism
at this little Episcopal church I had started attending,
the thought occurred to me,
why can’t I be baptized too? 

So at the next available baptism Sunday,  January 6th, 2000,
I was baptized. 
Did I know what I was getting into?
Nope.
No one showed me the caution tape
around the baptismal font.  
No one turned on the neon lights
about the cost of discipleship.  
No colleague parishioner cautioned me
about transformation.
All of that was glossed over by my own blindness… 
My eye was on the prize:
The love of God that surpasses all understanding.
The surprise of grace that drenched me with joy.
The liberation from shame driven by job loss.
The salve of healing from wounds of addiction.
The forgiveness for broken relationships.
The relief of pretense of living as a heterosexual person.
The life-giving realization that this new family,
this faith community,
would have my back forEVER.

But I didn’t really know what I was getting into.

Dietrich Bonheoffer[2],
in “The Cost of Discipleship,”
reminds us that,
“Through the call of Jesus,
[we] become individuals and
each [of us] must stand before Jesus
and fix our eyes on him. 
When Christ calls,
he delivers each person
from the immediacy of the world and
to the immediacy of Christ.   
This is no slow growth.
This is no progressive sanctification. 
From the call of Christ (our baptism)
There is no turning back.”

Do you know what you are getting into?

The crowds were following, and
Jesus turned.  Jesus “turned”
– in other words,
he changed his perspective
as a human
and took on God’s loving stance.
He taught them. 
Jesus turned and
showed the large crowds the caution tape.  
He flipped on the neon lights.
He cautioned about discipleship.   
You really want to follow me? 
Okay, here goes, he says. 
And he outlined the cost of discipleship
“that can demand leaving home and family
and all those whom the disciple naturally loves best.
Because Jesus himself had left the home which he loved.”[3]
And here, in this cautionary teaching,
he demanded then and he demands now
the “hating” of those people and possessions
(hate as “putting distance between”)
whom the disciple (we) loves most
– so as to love God in Jesus the most. 
For the prize.
He had his sights on the prize.  
“Jesus is inviting us to a full-bodied Christian faith
that stands over and against all those things
that are often presented to us as “life” by our society”[4]
as what makes for success: accumulation, reputation,
and security ”[5]

See, Jesus turned, and he showed them, loved them and
reminded them
over and over
about the caution tape
since the beginning of his ministry. 
And this is why Jesus mades his own sacrifice,
of course,
so that it need not be about our choices
or our willingness, even. 

Because Jesus assures us of God’s love and forgiveness. 
Because God’s promise of life is always in front of us.
And God’s unconditional love
frees us to be a disciple with grace. 
Because God’s love endures for ever. 
Because God’s love is stronger than death. 
Because nothing, “…neither death, nor life, nor angels,
nor rulers, …, nor powers, , nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to separate us
from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”[6]

…. And in turning, Jesus reminded them
and us
that in “becoming a disciple,”
you will know, and he promised,
God’s ever faithful love.
That love will set you free.
That love will lighten your load.
That love will cost you your “life.”

Remember, at our baptism
we renounce Satan, the spiritual forces of wickedness,
the evil powers of the world and sinful desires.

And we turn to Jesus Christ – as he turned to us –
and we accept him as our Savior,
putting our whole trust in his grace and love
and promising to follow and obey him.

So in our baptism, it is,
as Bonhoeffer wrote,
a “fait accompli with Christ and in Christ,”
that we live a Way of Love. 
And in this Way of Love,
we become a new family,
a new community,
a new people. 
So in this fellowship,
we live with the promise and guarantee
of the love of God for EVER. 

By the grace of God and the work of Jesus Christ,
we too live in a new fellowship.
With God’s help, we can give up all our possessions. 
With God’s help, we can make the sacrifice that is love.

For Love is one thing that only grows when it is given away. 

Turn today, my siblings in Jesus and accept that call.
You do know what you are getting into.

God knows what you are getting into.
And, it is a fait accompli that Jesus will use you.
Jesus will take your life, your love, your all. 

That’s the prize of discipleship.
Amen




[1] Alan Richardson, A Theological Word Book of the Bible, p.102
[2] Dietrich Bonhoeffer, The Cost of Discipleship, (New York, Simon and Schuster, 1937, First Touchstone Edition 1995) p. 94-101
[3] Ibid.
[4] David Lose, “Life-giving Sacrifice” cited here on September 6, 2019
[5] Ibid.
[6] Romans 8:38-39

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Sermon: Obedience


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Sermon Preached at
Cathedral Church of St. Paul
On the Feast Day of Saints Peter and Paul
The Rev’d Vicki K. Hesse
June 24, 2018

Lord, you know that we love you. Teach us to follow you. Amen

Today is the feast day of Saints Peter and Paul.
The selected readings weave together
a theme about implications of obedience to God
And God’s faithfulness to us.

Dietrich Bonhoeffer famously wrote about the “cost of discipleship[1]
in a book by the same name, reminding us
that when Jesus called the disciples,
their response was obedience, not a confession of faith.
“Because it was Jesus the Christ,
who had (and has) the authority to call and to demand obedience…”

Beginning with Ezekiel,
one of the prophets hanging out with
the people of Israel during the Babylonian captivity…
Ezekiel proclaimed The Lord’s assurance
to search for and seek out scattered sheep. 
Ezekiel speaks the voice of God who
rescues, gathers, feeds, heals, strengthens, and is faithful.
That’s God’s part.
And for the people, Ezekiel and his contemporaries Daniel and Jeremiah,
They preached obedience,
reminding people to keep the covenant of mutual faithfulness.
Daniel’s story illustrates the cost.
 
(As my colleague Fr. Lawson[2] writes, )
“Daniel didn’t want to get political.
All he was trying to do,
while living as an exile from Israel in the heart of the Babylonian Empire,
was to live his life obedient to God.
He wasn’t trying to make a statement,
just trying to live his life
and say his prayers
and be obedient to what God was commanding him to do.”
But when the empire, in the form of Nebuchadnezzar,
told him not to do what God commanded[3],
Daniel resisted. This got him thrown into the lion’s den. 

The readings continue with St. Paul’s 2nd letter of Timothy. 
What we know about St. Paul is this:
didn’t really want to get political either.
All he was trying to do,
while living as a Jew with Roman citizenship,
was to live his life in obedience to God.
St. Paul proclaimed God’s message of love and
urged followers of The Way
to persist and to encourage others in their faith.

In this letter, followers are taught  
to pray for those in authority, so that all may live lives in peace. 
Paul knew the cost of his obedience,
“…already being poured out as a libation,
the time of my departure has come,
I fought the fight, finished the race, kept the faith.”

Further, in Saint Paul’s later letter to the people of Rome,
he urged the community to pray for and
to obey civil authorities while hating what is evil,
holding fast to what is good,
loving one another with mutual affection AND
extending hospitality to strangers.

Saint Paul really did not want to rock the imperial boat.
His obedience to the law of faith
brought him in conflict with the law of the empire.
That led him to his martyrdom:
his death bore witness to
the kingdom of God against
the kingdoms of this world
that try to assume God’s rightful place as Lord of all.

The Gospel portrays St. Peter. 
Peter really didn’t want to get political.
All he was trying to do,
while living as an exile from Israel in the heart of the Roman Empire
was to follow the instructions of Jesus: Feed my sheep. Tend my lambs. 

He wasn’t trying to make a statement,
just trying to live his life and care for God’s people entrusted to him. 
But when the empire tried to tell him
not to do what God had commanded him to do,
he resisted and it got him crucified.

Throughout Holy Scripture there are stories
about staying faithful
in the face of powers and principalities that demand we obey them
and not the commandments of our Lord.

It’s there from the first stories in Genesis,
o   taught to help the captive people of Israel to resist the Babylonian empire
-         through the passion and crucifixion of Jesus Christ at the hands of Pontius Pilate
-         to the last book of Revelation, written to help the early Christian community resist Roman empire orders to cease and desist their way of life

Holy Scripture, see, can be read
as a guide for keeping one’s life focused on and obedient to God,
for those of us
not trying to make a statement,
but trying to live joyful lives, to raise children, to care for parents and
for those of us
who are unwilling to compromise obedience to God
to appease an empire making competing claims on our allegiance.

Which brings us to today.  How do we experience
competing claims on our allegiance?

You read the news, you have heard the stories:
There are more than 2,300 children[4]
forcibly separated from their parents
while crossing the Southwest border recently.
These children are being housed across the US,
in shelters and temporary housing.
Neither parents nor children know where each other are,
nor when, how, or if they will be reunited. 

And while the President did sign an executive order
meant to end the separation of new families at the border,
it does nothing to address the plight
of those already in housing due to the “zero-tolerance” policy.

Churches and faith communities have condemned this violation
of the rights of children.
And, despite what the Attorney General has said,
Holy Scripture is clear about how to treat those who seek refuge.

From Deuteronomy to Isaiah, from Jeremiah and Ezekiel,
from Paul’s letter to the Romans to the Gospel of Matthew chapter 25,
God commends faithful people to remember
we were once aliens,
that God loves the stranger
and so we welcome people different from us and people who are outcast.
Jesus demands obedience to welcoming the stranger
and caring for the vulnerable.

In ordinary times,
we welcome, with expansive love, those on the margins.
We try to live our lives, work our jobs
share meals to those who are hungry,
give coats to those who are cold,
provide air-conditioning to those who are over-heated,  
care for the sick and those in need.
In ordinary times we are obedient to God,
doing our part in God’s kingdom, because God is love!
These times are not normal.

I wonder, with a broken heart,
how can we stay obedient to God’s call for expansive hospitality
and welcome those seeking refuge
when our government does not welcome but
closes the door and tears apart families
before they get a hearing on the legality of their refugee status?
How can we care for the alien, the vulnerable, the children,
when they are put in detention centers?

What can we do when empire tells us
not to do what God commanded us to do?
That’s the cost of obedience. The cost is bearing the anger.
We can resist. We can cry out. We can do our part to stop it.
We can share what Holy Scripture guides us to do: remain obedient to Jesus.

I don’t know where this resistance will lead.  I hope change.
For Daniel, resistance led to a lion’s den.
For Saint Peter and for Saint Paul, resistance led to their execution.
And for us who believe in the resurrection over death,
Whether death of self or ego or embarrassment ….
our resistance will bring resurrection and will change something.  

We don’t want to get political.
We just want to follow Jesus because we, too, love him.
Feed my sheep, tend my lambs, he says.
And, “follow me,” he says.
Because …. when faced with this dilemma, God has to win.
Love has to win.  Or our faith doesn’t matter.

The good news today is that God in Jesus
pours into us the courage of SS Peter and Paul,
who resisted with their faith and in their witness.

As we resist, keep your eye on Jesus,
meeting him in strangers, in guests, in those different from us.
Know you are not alone.
Together, we have the loving, liberating, life-giving
good news of God’s love in Jesus who feeds us breakfast,
who guides us to resist and to do our part to make God’s dream a reality.

It is not easy being obedient to God.
It is not comfortable resisting. 
Being part of the Jesus movement means
that just as Peter and Paul bore witness in their times
to the love of God in the face of empire,
we can too, in our way.

For the same God who loves you more than you will know
will redeem you through Jesus and
will strengthen your faith every step of the way.
As we give thanks to God today for SS Peter and Paul,
we praise God for those in every generation
whom Christ has been honored.
We pray that we may have that same grace
to glorify Christ in our own day.
Amen




[1] Dietrich Bonhoeffer, The Cost of Discipleship, pages 57-58

[2] Portions inspired by a social media post by the Rev. Daniel Lawson on June 18, 2018

[3] Chapter 6 of the book of Daniel